Returning after taking a hiatus is always hard, especially when you are coming back to something you truly enjoy. At first, you remember the good and forget the bad—the reason that made you step back in the first place. I never expected my break to last so long. I believed that after a few weeks, I would return stronger than ever. However, that was not the case for me.
As more time passed, doubts began to seep in. I started to question whether I had a place in the book-reviewing space. I am not young—though I am not old either—and I do not consider myself particularly savvy when it comes to social media. I tend to read the books I like and try to push myself outside my comfort zone, but I also know what I do and do not enjoy. Sometimes, popular books simply do not resonate with me. I began to interpret this as a sign that book reviewing was not for me, and I forgot about the many, many books and authors I had discovered through reviewing—some of whom have since become my go-to favourites.
In 2022, I stopped reviewing books. It was not because I had stopped loving them. If anything, it was because I had begun to enjoy reading less when every book came with the question: What will I say about this? The pressure got to me, and self-doubt took hold.
Will what I say upset someone? Discourage someone from pursuing what they love?
English is not my first language. Who would even listen to what I have to say when I am bound to make mistakes?
There are so many other reviewers who are better at this. Maybe I should just leave it to them.
The thing is, as time went by, I realised that what I was doing was special—special to me. I discovered so many new favourite authors through reviewing books. Amid the pressure of meeting deadlines and dealing with self-doubt, I had forgotten that Books Technica was so much more to me than just a review blog.
A book is not simply a bunch of pages glued together between two covers. Books are stories that enrich our lives, bring us joy, make us think, and help us navigate difficult moments. A book does not truly come alive until someone picks it up and reads the collection of letters arranged into words, sentences, and stories.
I have taken the time to give myself the space to understand that my perspective matters—and that the only person doubting me was me. I will continue to navigate this process, but I am also ready to start talking about books again because I miss sharing my thoughts about what I have read.
I am looking forward to share some reviews of books I am currently reading, and have read in the past few years. I hope, dear reader, you are looking forward to that too.
Mihai from Books Technica








